sometimes i just want to write about stuff that happens. i feel as if this whole other life is waiting for me of excitement, adventure, anticipation, and love and i am constantly waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting for things to happen. i just want to fall in love or have a dream come true or anything different but then nothing nadaaada nothing happens and i am always feeling that it just hasnt started yet that god has something amazing planned for me its just taking a long time getting here over this past year will the rest of high school be like grade 11 like zombie i want i want to blog and write about happenings in my life only there are nonemaybe i just need to be patient?
i dont know.
maybe i should try something different? at least i went on my first roller coaster this year. i guess that was exciting.and i turn 18. oh, look like thats going to be fun one. ....maybe i dont need to be patient and i should stop being so fucking lazy and make something happen.
like what?
all i can make is art.

The WHY GUY

leave my door open a crack (please take me away from here)

so i am having tons of fun here.
it sortof suck s that they put me in a class that is la lower level than i should be. but at least i feel really smart all the time :)
we went shopping at le tigre geant today and i bought some drugs for my nose so i can breathe again :) and I BOUGHT MARBLE NUTELLA FOR 2 DOLLARS!! its sool yummmy!
and today i watched the jam seesionbut i felt awkward cause i dotn play any instruments.
and the t9 on my phone is getting screwed up now cause i am texting in two languages.
AND FOR MY ART FRIENDS right now Trois rivieres is hosting The International Bienniale of Contempoary Print!
i saw one of the five galleries that werehosting it and it was amazing ! and i was a t The Musee de la Culture Populaire and i went thrugh this really cool intalltion that was called the La foret Gaultier and it was supposed to be this ogres forest but it was almost like a funny hantued house! it was vair vair cute.
and my friends here LOVE Mr One Eye! so clearly they are all crazy
and we have a dog. His name is FEEDOHH but he iis really just a very fuzzy big wet TAKES A LONG TIME TO DRY blanket!
and i love fudge. i think it is my favorite food of all time.

AND it turns out i am really good at kayaking!

MORE LATERRRRRRRR

This is the most disgusting thing i have ever seen and /or heard of.

Jell-O Mold Cheeseburger

Vanilla and walnut flavored Jell-O bun, pistachio flavored lettuce, cherry and cherry cream Jell-O tomatoes, chocolate and chocolate mousse flavored Jell-O burger, orange-lemon Jell-O cheese, lemon-lime Jell-O pickles and coconut flavored Jell-O onions.

oh goodness.